Around Christmas time, I determined to go back and read through these journals. Perhaps I thought about it because of all the changes which took place in 2012. Perhaps not. Regardless, I thought I would zip right through them before the start of 2013. Wrong. I'm still working my way through them...
As I've done so, I've been amazed more than a few times. One of the most prominent things that amazes me is how LONG I've been asking the Lord to help me with certain aspects of my life and especially my habits. I've written before on willingly and cheerfully placing myself under the authority of my husband (1 Peter 3:5-6). In reading my journals I realized how LONG I've been asking the Lord for help in this area! I must be one of the world's slowest learners, I guess.
I've also run across things the Lord showed me then that are still relevant now. And that's just what brings us to the subject of this post...
Over the weekend I read something that seemed worthy of being shared...I hope you'll agree at the end. This was written on June 16, 2010 (which just happens to be one of my sister's birthday!)...
"As I started to pray from my index cards this morning, some additional thoughts came to mind. I was praying my 'wake up' prayer which speaks to the unpredictability of life with children. I was saying thank You to the LORD for His creation - He created it for my enjoyment. I then added that He created me for His enjoyment - which was old, but new.
I went on to say that I wanted to be enjoyable to Him today - and also to my family. I want to be an enjoyable mom, wife, friend, daughter and sister. But I need help. I can not do it without Your help, Jesus. May Your Holy Spirit live and work in me and through me - today and every day. I want to submit to Your will - to deny myself and pick up the purpose You have for my life.
As I was praying to continue to be amazed by Your love - I thought of the following verse from John 21:25 (NIV84):
'Jesus did many other things as well. If every one of them were written down, I suppose that even the whole world would not have room for the books that would be written.'
As believers, transformed by the love and grace of Jesus Christ, we all
should do have a story to tell about Him. Imagine if we all wrote a book or books of what "things" He has done in our own lives. Would the world have room?
Lord, help me to remember that Your 'story' doesn't end. Indeed, it will continue until Jesus comes again, and then will be moved to heaven for those who believe. May I live with Your story in my heart and mind. May my lips be ready to share it when prompted by Your Holy Spirit. May You continue to guide my feet along Your path, providing light and wisdom as needed (which will be a lot!). I love You, LORD.
Today: May I meditate on Your complete Goodness today. Thinking of all You have done for me, Jesus. And to think, the cross was the start, but You rose and sent us a Helper. We are undeserving of Your love and blessings, and You still give us grace."
When my children were younger, I kept some index cards on a ring on my nightstand. They had Scripture prayers from Beth Moore's book "Praying God's Word" along with other prayers and Scripture which spoke to my heart. In the morning, I could easily grab those and read through them (at least a few of them) before a child (usually my warrior) woke up. It involved no searching through a book, because I had His Word that most spoke to that season right there in my index cards.
If you are a believer, what's YOUR story? Perhaps it would be better to say, "What are your stories?" I'd like to encourage you to share ONE of them with someone today, as the Lord leads, of course, and tomorrow too! If you're feeling
brave moved, I would love for you to consider sharing one of them on this blog. Perhaps it has to do with homeschooling, mothering, or some way you've grown in the Lord. If so, please comment on this post, or send me a message.
There may not be room in the world for all of the books that would be written...but I'm thinking that computers bring a whole new aspect to the last verse of John. What do you think? Could we believers fill the whole cyberspace world with the many things Jesus has done?